Tuesday, April 19, 2011
it feels terrible to fail at things which you otherwise would not.
feels bad to miss shots which you never fail to make.
feels lousy to be unable to run the extra mile.
feels stupid to be unable to focus when u want to.
it got me home
6:28 AM
Saturday, April 9, 2011
after all that fun and pinch of misery..at the end of the day, i will have to take my leave. at this point. it seems as if i dedicated my whole life taking a step back. when.. just when will i be able to go all out and pursue the things i want.or is letting go for the better just an excuse for giving up? i have no clue.
it got me home
2:31 AM
Monday, April 4, 2011
haha what has the world become.. i mean the world of internet. how much it has changed. i can still remember my transition from using the bad old dial up internet connection service to this badass broadband connection which to some extent, sucks even more :@ back then during the dialup days i thought, how nice it would be to have my msn logged in all the time. seemed like a luxury then. really. well, i believe you know whats coming next right haha. i hardly log in my msn live messenger nowadays haha. hardly twice in a week. in fact i have long parted with messenger until recently when a friend of mine persuaded me to get back. haha then i got reminded why i parted msn the moment i logged in...TRASH messages from whoever whatever viruses like wth. bennieroots92@hotmail.com...callashdkhkahdsakj@hotmail.com whatever.. like i know them. just when i thought the problem only occurs in msn, someone sent me sth on that instant chat service provided by facebook. hoho.. you know what im driving at rite? yeap.. that is.. its the only matter of time before facebook ends up like msn, frolicked with viruses and what not. well, its not jus me and my premonition. i have examples to backup my point de okay =D my tagboard is also infested with scary names which/who thinks they know me or hopes i think i know them so that i would click on their link embedded on their names. EVIL T T.. and remember recently a supercomputer from ibm which won its human opponents in a game of Jeopardy? this is just the beginning :O imagine if they are able to read what's on my blog and start to make comments/ react to it. in context. lol.
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here comes SINGULARITY..
well TIMES mag estimates it will come at the year 2045. but wouldnt that defy 2012 and its prophecies? =D i doubt i will live in peace in 2012 all because of that stupid movie :@ i think the world will celebrate like crazy on 1 jan 2013 haha
anw back to topic. should we be that wary of singularity?? worried about robots taking over humans. while in today's context we may not need to.. but we may need to. jus remembered about some news some days ago.. saying some British or some scientists in Europe have just invented some robots which can learn.. ON ITS OWN haha just like a human being. forget about artificial intelligence because these robots have human-like curiosity and learning capabilities..well if ure still not worried, the difference between robots and human beings is that robots have a better chance of outlasting human beings in terms of lifespan. well if ure still not worried then u have to, because will-smith's said.. :D that robots are jus clocks and gears.that they have no heart =O so imagine a world taken over by such beings which has no regards to emotional feelings. that may be true for now..cant say much about the future. anw from so called smart/ingenious scientists' point of view, the way we think and feel are just end products of mathematical algorithms/expressions. if so, its just a matter of time, again, before robots will have 'hearts' like we do too.
from the way things are now, car makers like volvo are making smarter cars which promise better and better safety measures!.. cars will soon drive on their own. jus a note though, when accidents happen, who is to blame?
imagine in a world where you could jus reconstruct simply anything. even things which stopped existing. imagine you could recreate someone who passed on. everything in the right sequence/structure/*insert scientific term here* haha.. would you call that person 'that person'? we humans/living things have more than just hearts/brains. we have souls too. and how are you gonna reconstruct souls? sometimes its better to leave something unexplainable unexplainable. for if we get too detailed, too technical about something, we lose the meaning of life, and everything that comes along with it..
but pls dont leave out longevity scientists X) hahahaha
it got me home
10:52 AM
Saturday, March 26, 2011
ahhh... admissions admissions admissions... hate to describe what i am. if only people volunteered to learn about me :D then i wouldn need all these testimonials and self-praising nonsense.
it got me home
8:39 AM
Thursday, March 24, 2011
i hope u would succeed.. then maybe u wont forget about me that quickly =(
i sincerely hope things will go well for you my good fren ^^
sometimes i wonder if people undergo the same situation that i encounter. in fact, i have been trapped in this confusion for quite some time now. happened only recently, like in the past few weeks.
what do i really want leh
sigh.. mayb taking the first, aimless step is the only way to find an answer to that question. sometimes i dont even know how i feel about things. my thoughts are jus.. in a mess. messy mess haha. i wonder if others are the same. is so, do they think about it? or try to run away from the confusion by telling themselves what they should be doing.. am i the only one who thinks abt these things? no right..
browsed fb one day and saw benedict's post saying that the sun is abt to explode next year =O if that is really going to happen then what are we going to do T T. what should i be doing when it bursts =D shud i be playing games... or shud i be eating kiseki =D
it got me home
10:06 AM
Saturday, July 10, 2010
rdpd is like a nursery textbook for ppl like me to be f literate.
98% of the terms used can be understood easily.
unlike other books of the same genre, it doesnt narrate what u should do step by step.
the author(s) tries to bring the msg across through little stories, anecdotes, scenarios and simple diagrams.
its not obvious. but thats the point. readers generate their own points.
readers dont just absorb. they think along the way. well at least for me.
i've read the teenagers' version before i read this-anddd even though rdpd teenagers' version is the first book i've ever completeed in my life (at the age of 17 ^^.. and yes i didnt complete animal farm)-i prefer the latter to the former onez ^^
it got me home
11:05 PM
Sunday, June 13, 2010
will lakers win? .. .. ...
i hope they can (:
but everytime when i hope somebody wins, he always loses :(
maybe i only start liking them when they passed their prime.
like mayb.. ronaldinho, that was quite some time ago, before he lowered his profile in barca? or ac? lol i dont even know where he is now.
then theres this federer.. dropped to mr no.2.. again. before he caught my attention, he didnt even thought of trying.. now he hes struggling.. losing to more amatuers which never happened in the past.
then, kobe's 81 points game drew my attention.
then i found out, the person im looking for isnt kobe, but fisher
whoever it is, theyre in the same team. im starting to like them more and more. kind of chemistry between them is just, not present in any other teams.. esp celtics. full of actors. dont believe? watch the vid where pierce punched nate real hard in the chest, shouting "big game big game!" and looking around at the same time, trying to see whose attention he got... ... lol before realising no one was watching lol..
and davis another one. screaming like nobody's biz.. what the.. ok la, scored an easy layup, want to scream, show off, easy to understand... screaming again 30mins after that amazing 2nd chance point while walking down the aisle surrounded by fans and reporters....errrr tried a bit too hard ahh.. hammer fisher in game 3 some more ar asshole. reminds me of shaq. im not saying players of such size cant play ball (reminds me of the big ballers i always get to play with) at least. do ppl a favor, dont use ur massive body to ur advantage. stop bumping everyone off the court .
it got me home
8:31 AM
